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Subject:in my head
Time:10:25 am
Current Mood:contemplativecontemplative
How is my silly boy? Last day before I start the game of life. I am glad to be finished with Richmond. I know what you were asking, I didn’t tell you, it was not a lie, it just never came up. I never dated in high school. The boys asked me out all the time. Boys I did not like. I did not wish to be gay so I was single. Yell, do it. After Skulz I see gay I am not for sure. I did date her. I found it did not fit well. Skulz was like my stuffed bear I have had since ever. It just fit like night and day. You told me we would not work but things so different often work out best. I have seen the girls you have dated. You date two types; 1st the girls that sort of worked out were like me and nothing like what you see you dating. 2nd are the girls you like to think you like to date. Those girls are what you like to be with but they are far to unhappy in their own life for someone like you. Sorry to break it to you silly boy, a rough and tumble girl you will not spend your days with. A nice, clean-cut girl who is smart and together will find and keep you one day soon. I just wish you had let that girl be I. I do not dress in black. I had no clue about Goth or Industrial music until I met you. I was a good girl until my last days of college. I was not one who found a need to grab every boy or girl to fill something that was missing in myself. My dad does not think badly of you. Fact he thinks I need to pay you for the assistance you gave with both my car and packing. He got there just as you got the last item on the truck. People have used you because they envy you, what you are and everything about you. I know how you grew up yet you do not play the victim. Yea you are screwed up but who isn’t. It is the sane one must watch out for. Ok you have dated two that sucked out of the number you have dated that is not worth even bothering with. I know you have dated hundreds of girls. Think about that. I know why young girls like you even if I am not young I am younger than you. You are you and it shows in how you care and do for others without asking for anything in return. You give even after you have been treated as you have. You trust so soon after trust was broken. It is what makes you the fun, warm and caring person inside you attempt to hide under all that black and spikes. I had to sit by and watch you date the anorexic one, and then I sat as you were with the others before you got with the puppet girl. I know the redhead was one you should be with if she would just get over it and be with you. If I lost you to her I would not mind since I like her and think she is a good person. I am saddened that you feel we will not work. I will move on and find another like you will in time. I like that you keep going after things.
That spot on Belle Island is in my head. Sex in the woods was fun silly boy. I have had sex with one girl and one boy. I am glad I had sex with that silly boy. You do look younger with the orange hair. You are so hot it makes me wet. I have the photos and memories. I want more but I will not hit on that again since you made the choice I must now respect that since I respect you.
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skulz67
Subject:Thanx
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Time:2004-08-29 06:04 pm (UTC)
:: ok, but I will hold you on your word. Smile I was thinking of how you and I met. Kinda reminded me of that today as those three girls were finding the currage to ask me the questions. You get that look in your eye of wonder. yea, I have dated a lot, that bothers some, oh well, guess I am just the slut even though I have never had an STD like some (yea I am talking about herpies girl, he he he).... Hehehehe

[is that how you spell it? herpies? oh well dave is on, gotta go]
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