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Time:03:15 am
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1. who are you? {%}select choice

2. are we friends? {%}sort of

3. when and how did we meet?

4. do you have a crush on me?

5. would you kiss me?

6. give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

7. describe me in one word.

8. what was your first impression?

9. do you still think that way about me now?

10. what reminds you of me?

11. if you could give me anything, what would it be?

12. how well do you know me?

13. when is the last time you saw me?

14. ever wanted to tell me something but couldnt?

15. are you going to put this in your blog and see what i have to say about you?


Sleepy time, time to go sleepy now kids.
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Subject:i do not post
Time:02:40 am
Current Mood:highhigh
ok so it is 2005 and i have not posted anything. o.O. I should post something witty here, yes. Alas I am at a loss for true enlightened thought as the hour has grown late. Awake pondering my thoughts and wondering if I only could have said or done something to have changed this outcome of events. I found that little smokin bitch so there! {%}
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Subject:off from work today and so very very bored
Time:10:32 am

I stole this from Skulz. Why I do not understand since the fucking thing is so long.


1. Copy and post in your Diary/LJ.

2. BOLD anything that is true.

3. Leave plain anything that is not true.

4. Add something. (=^-^=)


001. I miss somebody right now. (Ben & Jennifer)

002. I watch more tv than I used to. (I don't have a TV yet)

003. I love (black) olives. (I do like green olives)

004. I love sleeping. (It is better with Ben)

005. I own a home.

006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.

007. I love to play video games.

008. I've done something illegal. (Bed did & I was there)

009. I've watched porn movies.

010. I have been in a threesome. (only with Ben & Jennifer)

011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (Ben sure did, poor boy)

012. I like my handwriting.

013. I have acne-free skin. (now, not when I was in high school)

014. I like and respect Al Sharpton. (who's he?)

015. I curse frequently.

016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (Good to be away from VCU)

017. I have a hobby.

018. I've been to another country. (Canada & Mexico)

019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (I have a gun now my dad got it for me. Nice Christmas present)

020. I'm really, really smart.

021. I've never broken anyone else's bones. (broke my own arm)

022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. (I do have a secret)

023. I love rain.

024. I'm paranoid at times.

025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

026. I need money right now. (who doesn't)

027. I love sushi.

028. I talk really, really fast sometimes. (on the phone)

029. I have fresh breath in the morning.

030. I have semi-long hair. (just got it cut)

031. I have lost money in Las Vegas. (mom & dad's money that is)

032. I have at least one brother and/or sister. (Ben no fooling with my sister or I will cut it off)

033. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.

034. I shave my legs. (I hate shaving)

035. I have a twin.

037. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.

038. I like the way that I look.

039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months. (not you Ben. Sorry Karen)

040. I know how to do cornrows. (Ugly)

041. I am usually pessimistic.

042. I have mood swings.

043. I think prostitution should be legalized. (A guy would)

044. I think Brittany Spears is pretty. (hate the bitch)

045. I have cheated on a significant other. (well she and I both did with Ben)

046. I have a hidden talent.

047. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.

048. I've been sexually intimate with less than ten people. (no lie. Just 6, 5 girls and Ben)

049. I am currently single. (no time to date)

050. I have kissed someone of the same sex. (women just kiss better)

051. I enjoy talking on the phone. (not in the car)

052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. (a college thing. I use to sleep nude)

053. I love to shop. (I spend more than I should)

054. I would rather shop than eat. (=^-^=)

055. I would classify myself as (living in the) ghetto. (I was in Richmond. All of Richmond city is a ghetto)

056. I'm bourgeoisie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.

057. I'm obsessed with my diary!

058. I don't hate anyone.

059. I'm a pretty good dancer. (Ben is better)

060. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.

061. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (she is getting better)

062. I have a cell phone. (I need a new one)

063. I watch MTV on a daily basis.

065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

067. I have never been in a real relationship before. (I was in one with Jennifer)

068. I've rejected someone before. (lots of guys)

069. I currently have a crush on someone. (girl at work =^-^=)

070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (=^-^=)

071. I want to have children in the future. (with Ben)

072. I have changed a diaper before. (my sister's)

073. I've had the cops called on me before. (about Ben & his psycho-ex)

074. I bite my nails.

075. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.

076. I'm not allergic to anything deadly. (I hope)

077. I have a lot to learn. (Yes I know)

078. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger. (Ben, who else is over 30 but looks 21?)

079. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.

080. I am very shy around the opposite sex.

081. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.

082. I have at least 5 away messages saved. (only have 4)

083. I have been rejected by someone. (only Ben)

084. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past. (=^-^=)

085. I own the "SOUTH PARK" movie. (=^-^=)

086. I have avoided work to play on OD.

087. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.

088. I enjoy country music. certain things, like folk/country.

089. I love my best friend. (=^-^=)

090. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

091. I watch soap operas whenever I can.

092. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.

093. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. (Haven't had the chance)

094. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.

095. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".

096. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (just what I don't need)

097. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.

098. I have dated a close friend's ex. (I stole Jennifer =^-^=)

099. I'm happy as of this moment. (=^-^=)

100. I have gone scuba diving.

101. Had a crush on somebody you have never met. (had one on Ben before I met him)

102. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't. (well that if you ask my mom. I kiss girls & like it =^-^=)

103. I play a musical instrument. (in high school)

104. I strongly dislike math. (math sucks)

105. I'm procrastinating on something right now. (=^-^=)

106. I own and use a library card. (well I have one for Richmond)

107. I fall in "lust" more than in "love."

108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks. (=^-^=)

109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever.

110. I'm obsessed with the tv show "The O.C."

111. I am resentful that I have to grow up.

112. I am an entirely different person around different people. (all men but Ben)

113. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often. (=^-^=)

114. I think ramen is one of the best foods in the whole world. (Ben makes the only Ramen I like)

115. I am suffering of a broken heart.

116. I am a nerd. (ok I might be. =^-^=)

117. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely.

118. I am left handed and proud of it.

119. I try not to change who I am for someone. (=^-^=)

120. My heart resides below my feet.

121. I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with. (only Ben)

122. I enjoy smoothies. (=^-^=)

123. I have had major surgery. (had surgery but was it major?)

124. I have adopted a pet from the SPCA.

125. I am listening to Radiohead right now.

126. Some people call me by a nickname.

127. I once stole a music stand. (why?)

128. I like pumpkin pie. (more than I should)

129. I love NASCAR!

130. I own over 200 CDs.

131. I work 7 days a week.

132. I have mono.

132. I don't have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind. (=^-^=)

133. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor.

134. I'm still in my PJs. (just the top)

135. I'm looking for love in all the wrong places. (=^-^=)

136. I have a tendency to fall for the wrong girls, or have them fall for me.

137. I'll try anything three times.

138. Done drugs other than alcohol. (only pot)

139. I'm having trouble sleeping.

140. I am a cuddlier. (=^-^=)

141. I love John Waters films.

142. I have made a pornographic videotape. (Ben took nude photos of me & Jennifer)

143. Sloth is my favorite deadly sin.

144. I have moved more than ten times in my life.

145. I have more than three pets.

146. I'd rather kiss than eat. (=^-^=)

147. I like to knit.

148. I don't sleep in socks. (I sleep nude)

149. I love my family.

150. I love playing in the snow. (=^-^=)

151. In my dreams I show no mercy.

152. I will go out of my way to make someone happy.

153. Size does matter. (=^-^=)

154. I ate too much today.

155. I hate cold weather. (=^-^=)

156. I love to have oral sex with women.

157. I spend too much time in Photoshop. (Ben you need to show me this =^-^=)

158. I have a web page and own a .com/.org/or other.

159. I like kids. (Ben's kids are the best =^-^=)

160. I dye my hair. (I was red but with the job I went black)

161. I have never used die in my hair.

162. I have more than one computer. (one that is mine. the one at work isn't mine I just use it =^-^=)

163. I use Windows XP. (=^-^=)

164. I use an out-dated Windows OS.

165. I use a Mac OS.

166. I own a car. (Honda =^-^=)

167. I own a truck (SUV).

168. I listen to Goth or Industrial music. (Ben did give me a mixed CD =^-^=)

169. I have over 200 mp3's.

170. I have had sex with a lot of people.

171. I had sex before I was 18 years old. (only oral sex until I had sex with Ben =^-^=)

172. I shoplift. (bad Ben)

173. I live in the city. (=^-^=)

174. I live in the suburbs.

175. I live in the country.

176. I rent an apartment.

177. I have had an STD.

178. I am over 21. (=^-^=)

179. I get drunk all of the time.

180. I sell drugs.

181. I am fat, think I am fat, or people call me fat.

182. I smoke.

183. I drink coffee. (=^-^=)

184. I have used the subway. (=^-^=)

185. I download mp3's and movies for free.

186. I have lived in more than 3 states in America.

187. I served in the military.

188. I voted for Bush in 2000. (sucks I didn't vote)

189. I voted for Bush in 2004. (sucks)

190. I voted for Kerry in 2004. (I voted, Ben made me =^-^=)

191. I need my cell phone and never leave home without it. (=^-^=)

192. I own a digital camera. (I want one)

193. I have a camera phone.

194. I wear boxers all the time. (no boxers for Ben)

195. I think cannabis should be legalized in the USA.  (everywhere)

196. I get sick all the time.

197. I have a futon bed. (I need a real bed)

198. I am still in High School.

199. I first had sex in High School. (does oral count?)

200. I finished high school. (so glad)

201. I went to college in a different state than I went to High School in.

202. I have gone to Hollywood. (The graveyard)

203. I want to be a rock star even though I am not in a band.

204. I had someone of the opposite sex lie to me about his or her age. (I thought Ben was ling)

205. I have had a one-night stand and liked it.

206. I had sex with a total stranger.

207. I had sex in a college dorm room. (with my roomie & Ben)

208. I had sex in a car. (once with Ben)

209. I had sex with someone and we didn't use any birth control. (Bad Ben)

210. I am so bored I am filling out another stupid survey or quiz in live journal. (bored)

211. I look a lot younger than I am (people think I am a lot younger than I am). (This was added by Ben I see)

212. I was so bored I fixed the spelling in this survey thing & added some other than just this. (=^-^=)


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Time:10:29 am

My life is rated R.
What is your life rated?
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Time:10:08 am
selectchoice may explode without warning


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Subject:work is crazy
Time:03:19 am
i have been working seven days a week all month on this project at work. The boss said we would have projects like this, all this overtime i don't get paid for. getting paid hourly has its good points when it comes to overtime pay. i have just been reading and not posting. Who has time to keep up with this all the time with a job I do not know. I have my old journal I just went back to since my ex has left me alone. Find me there if you want to read what is going on with me.
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Current Music::: none, roommate is trying to sleep ::
Subject:just thinking of you tonight
Time:03:46 am
Current Mood::: hyper ::
You were not online. So just as I sat and started to write this you were. I was just sitting here alone and thinking. Thinking my thoughts of you. Dreaming of how things would be If you were right here with me. I hope that things are going the way that you had planed. I only wish that you were here with me and I could hold your hand. I dream of being together, spending time with you forever. I dream of being by your side I dream of waking up beside you, of love that you won't hide. I hope that one-day that you'll be more than just a dream of mine at night. That one day I can bring you happiness and love with all my heart. Until then, I'm here alone. There's nothing else to do than dream of you and count the days until you are here with me. I know you are there. I keep going over why you said it would not work.

I also got the email. I read your post (s) and looked at your web page. It is great that some think that way. I only hope people will keep saying that to you. I need you to hold my hand. Even if you don't need me I do need you. I got rid of my old Journal. No more wish washy poems about silly love. Silly Goth boy makes me a web page of pictures for my journal. If that doesn’t show you how much of a geek you are nothing will.

now that you are online you are quiet. that photo shop has you in its grip.
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Current Music:eurythmics, sweet dreams
Subject:not one
Time:04:28 am
Current Mood:awakecan not sleep
i read your lj, do you read mine? i have to get to bed. out late. got a new toy tonight. was the place called the cat club? i was at this place that i never got the name of. silly me. i now have two toys here. i know you would like both. your type all the way. in the buff here as she is sleeping in my bed. my boob is on her head. wish it was your head here now. i sent you an im but my aol is not working. i need you here to fix stuff. my car is dead. some guy crashed into my car in the parking lot. a fucking lot. how fast can you go in a small lot. he smashed the door and the car is a total loss. the wheel poped off the front and the back is bent wrong. the passenger seat is all bent into the driver seat. the car alarm is all that saved it from being a hit and run. the guy drove off but a cop heard the alarm and got him good. he was drunk. fucking rich bastard. the good part is i will get a new car out of this. i will send photos. this was a good thing. the car was acting up again. it was not shifting like it was when you last fixed it. you said if it started to act up like that again it was done. well it did so i am glad the guy hit it. he was in one of them trucks that are so big. h2 hummer. a car for a dick sucker like him. he called me trying to keep me fron taking him to court. i am gonna take him to the cleaners.
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Current Music:paul oakenfold
Time:01:43 am
Current Mood:busyhave much and have none
After reading your email I had some thoughts on you.
-what is so special is how you are always there when those around you need help.
-that even after all that you went through you still help
-even though you often get nothing in return you still help
-you ask for nothing in return for your help
-you will not take anything in return for your help
-you do not wait to be asked in order to help
-you help even at your own loss
-you even help those who have done you wrong
-you will keep helping until things are better
-you do not hold it over our head that you helped
-you are always there to help
-people know you will always help
-you can be counted on to help
-you help in more ways than most can see
-you help with problems big and small
-you even help when you are in need of help
-you do your best even if you can not really help

well skulz, I miss the little things you do. A silly thing as simple as a mouse, taking out my trash, helping my friends you don’t even know, listening to me, and fixing all the things you fixed for me from my car to the computer and more.
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Current Music:Bepeche Mode - master and servant
Subject:thinking of skulz
Time:12:53 pm
Current Mood:contemplativethinking of Skulz
going out for a bike ride. thinking of you. wanted you here to cook me eggs this morning. i see in my last post i goofed up my typing. I see someone added you to their list in lj, who is it? I see you have not added them so I guess it is someone you wish to keep out of some thoughts? Now there are 3 you don’t have added. Just wonder how many of the fools go trolling through your lj just to see what you are doing?
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